It’s Not

It’s not self-indulgence. It’s not stubborness. It’s not grouchiness. It’s not selfishness. It’s not self-pity. It’s not over-reacting. It’s grief. My daughter died. Everything has changed. Forever. It doesn’t matter if you agree. It doesn’t matter if you understand. It doesn’t matter if you believe me. My daughter died. Everything has changed. Forever. It won’t…

Proverbs

  I know how to fish. I have been fishing for a long time and all by myself too. I just can’t fish right now. There are obstacles and challenges in my life that do not allow me to fish. I fully understand what it means to fish, why it’s a good thing to fish,…

The Best I Can

Every second of every day I live with the death of my baby girl.  That will never change.  That will never go away.  That will never get easier.  I am a grieving mother.  For the rest of my life, each day I have to learn how to live without my daughter.  This is the hardest…