They say losing your mind is normal.

b75e3b34b4a6868487213a10efab52f3How does a baby go from happy and healthy to gone in just 21 days?

How am I even able to breathe?

How can I be the mother I should be?

How is it possible that I will never hold Bug again?

How can this be real?

How does someone that beautiful just disappear so quickly?

I want a time machine.

I can feel my anger growing.

I want something to destroy.

I want to rip something to shreds.

I want to tear something apart.

I want relief.

I want peace.

I want my baby.

Was there nothing that could have been done to save my little girl?

 

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